Yup, when i say this, it is really terribly unfortunate. Saturaday, 4th Aug, was indeed my cursed day. Everything went wrong even when i walked right. From the moment i woke up to the minute i slept. Nothing's goes the way planned an i was abandoned twice in a row. That was the most unpleasant among the unpleasanties.
Event #1: I can't go!! T_T
Mas/Reira told us, just after she got ready to go, that her boyfriend, Rid, got some tickets to the 'NDP'(National Day Parade) preview and asked she to come with him. He also said that there was only one more ticket left and Reira asked if i could go. Going good so far right.... well, the thing is i couldn't go or i thought so. You see, my mom and dad had some other arrangement that day and my elder sis, Anne, also had previous engagements. Thus, i'm the one left to take care of my younger siblings at home. So i refused the offer and instead gave it to my younger sister, Ayu. Thus, i was left at home a very bored person who had to babysit my younger brother.
Event #2: Fireworks.
Anne was actually goign to see the fireworks. Upon seeing me upset, she asked if i wanted to come with her. Of course my brother wants to come along too. She had planned to get there by 7 to get a good spot to watch the fireworks. So all of us got ready. Still we were late because Anne doesn't know what to wear. we took hours to choose her clothes and when finally her friend, Eda who came to make her up, decided for her. Then we were off... It was all too well at the beginning and we were all excited with our hearts beating to a rhythem. YET something goes wrong. We got a call from Reira. She informed us that there won't be any fireworks that night. in case you're wondering why reira knows about this, the fireworks we are seeing is part of the preview she went. We(anne, me & my bro) were going to sit outside near the stadium and watch. So anne went with her friend and i with my bro bought some food to pack home. but anne called me to ask me whether i want to join her to orchard and i said yes. so i sent my bro home alone and took the train to meet anne and her friend. however, halfway upon meeting her, she smsed me saying she can't take me along. Guess why? she wants to go clubbing and won't take me along! well, i know it's for my own good. she doesn't want me to stray from the 'good' side, or somethig like that BUT she could have told me earlier right??!!!!!! and not tell me when i'm already halfway there!!!! oh how i wish to curse but i'm 'civilised'(or that what's anne thinks of me)... so in short she abandoned me hard.
Event #3: ....err... maybe i'll stop here. just know that day was terrible.. and i was seeing red everywhere i went even when i was eating. i'll stop here to prevent my anger to act up again. oh well... then bye. no smiley face with peace sign today! too UPSETTING!!!!!argh!!!
♥♥ @ 8/06/2007 12:34:00 pm
.Wednesday, August 1 ♥
Still Alone
Yesterday, today maybe tomorrow also i will this lane forever alone...
20, female and young
loves elephants & FOOD!!
3rd yr nyp nursing
WOMAN OF QUALITY (that's for certain)
i'm a girl but not most girls
different & unique but also similar & common
