Okay, i'm here again. i'll be having my internships soon. gosh. three whole damn week. then back to school for my exams papers. hell. then back again into the wards. no rest for me.
oh, i forgot to add something. even during attachments, i'll still have to go back to school for class. hmm... to tiring, gosh. will i get pass through this whole year in a smooth-sailing way. i guess--i know-- it not gonna be easy.
and there's also a risk of me being debarred again for my papers. actually, not exactly "again", it's more like i'm never ever gonna be able to go to school ever again. yay, my heart says. but my conscience prick me too much. it made me anxious and a little scared, well, i allow, A LOT scared than i appeared to be. my mom and dad, especially him, will be utterly disappointed. though the last few times, i got away easily, thanks to my mentor who trusted me(though i have to confess, i cheated and lied to her to gain sympathy. gosh, even then my conscience didn't matter much. i'll definately go to hell for my bad deeds. hell like i care) anyways, though i got 'undebarred', this time i likely won't be that lucky. believe it, it happened three times already. i've been given three chances yet i didn't take it and change. what a jerk, you must think. yup. i deserve it. well, a forth chance will never in a lifetime happen. thus, i can safely say sayonara to the well-planned future my mom helped me create. ta-ta, future!
heh, i sound so ungrateful. why am i doing this anyway? i'm lying even now when i write. why did i bother doing this? lying in writing. i guess you can lie in words written down. for your face can't be seen, thus the writer can hide behind the words. hmph, cocky for me to do that. i admit the truth now. I am fretful, i supposed. but what can you do to help me, right? hmph. still being strong. yeah, mira don't stop or you'll get hurt. by the consequences of your action to your parents. mira, if you don't want to feel guilty, don't ever care. be as cold as an ice. be stone-hearted!
♥♥ @ 1/20/2008 08:33:00 pm
.Friday, January 11 ♥
my school's open house started yesterday and by all rights, i'm supposed to help around today but i'm too lazy to do that. so in the end, i didn't help out instead, i roam around the place as if i was a visitor and play! XP probably my friends would kill me if they knew but i don't care anymore. you can't force me to do it! if i don't want to, it means i seriously don't! get it! go piss someone else off. i'm not one to care enough for a friend to do it when i don't want to. i guess that's just me it me, so by god, please if you're not happy, bug off me. find someone else to be your damn friend. someone who's more suitable to tolerate you. GO, sayonara, i won't look back. i don't care!
♥♥ @ 1/11/2008 03:14:00 pm
.Friday, January 4 ♥
Individual presentation is OVER!!!! i was so nervous, i think i'll flunk it. but what the heck, at least it over now~! i'm lovin' it right now. the free, young feeling! what am i talking about? Young? Free? please~ i'm never gonna be free unless i'm lying under six feet down!
okay, mira~ stop being so pessimistic just smile since at least one other obstacles is past tense now! YEAY! WOOHOO!! ^_*v
okay, i think i should stop now. write to y'all laterz...
♥♥ @ 1/04/2008 01:49:00 am
.Tuesday, January 1 ♥
^homemade sushi anyone?? i made it myself. look nice, rite? the first sushi roll i made came out as a mess but i got better on the second try! YAY to me!! GAMBATTE!! hehe... everyone should try making their own sushi as well!
20, female and young
loves elephants & FOOD!!
3rd yr nyp nursing
WOMAN OF QUALITY (that's for certain)
i'm a girl but not most girls
different & unique but also similar & common
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