have i been so weak that i get sick easily nowadays. i've been having fever for the past few days. Not to mention that i've been coughing for weeks now. Even now, i'm still not fully recovered. to tell you the horror of it, this has been my most "sickening" year ever, if you catch my drift.
well, let's see. i think it all started when i fractured my wrist/arm. i had to go to see the doctor for almost 3 months or more. i can't do things properly, i was told not to do this, don't carry that almost everyday since i injured it! and then i had to postpone my attachment, resulting on a no-break-semester for me. then recently, i've been falling sick easily. My immunity has never been this weak before. What is wrong with me? It is because i'm getting old? or is this the effect of me not taking of myself like eating more healthily? or is this considered side-effects of stress? i guess maybe its all three, perhaps more? Sigh... this is a very depressing topic. Sigh...
OMG!!i just remembered something i have to do this friday! an event full of crowd and dancing! but i'm going there sick and sneezing, and coughing! argh... now i'm panicking!i hope i get better by friday. well, i guess at least not sneezing, or coughing! haha...(wat's funny though?)
oh by the way, my Birthday Countdown: 1 month from now. Mas's Brithday: Tomorrow!
i'm not so hard to understand right? i learn to make myself easier to understand. why is it then people still have not understand me? not many understands me, not even a few. my own mom don't understand me. why am i so hard to figure out? am i even speaking in a diferrent language right now? am i? am i? i do not think so.
well, you must be wondering why i am writing THIS down. you see, i don't know myself. i'm the queen of randomness. i kinda write wadever i like whenever i like. wherever i like. ok ok, back to topic...
understanding me... the inner me, or the many faces me. you know, my sister said that she had many faces. she acts differently with every one. well, in my opinion, she's not the one with a thousand faces. a thousand faces requires a thousand emtions. not that i'm saying she doesn't have many emotions. not to saying as well, that people doesn't have them. but having said that, people, and my sister, doesn't really protray thousands of their feelings. and there's this saying, "Feelings can't be understood unless spoken."
i may not wish to comment upon the comment however, my perceptive is that feelings are meant to be felt, not spoken. yes, there are times you have to say it out but at times, the other persons must feel detect the feelings. if one fails in that, one fails in life.
i sound as if i know the world? maybe.. and maybe i don't... this may be my naive and innocent thinking and perception. and one's perception is for sharing but one's thoughts and beliefs aren't meant to be forced into another's. so take no offense when i write this, for i shall take no offense when others think differently. Each person is made different to be different.
wait a minute, am i writing out of the topic right now? haha, wadever, i guess that's what made me dificult to understand. i jump from one topic to another without hesitations. oh well... wad the heck...
see y'all laterz.
♥♥ @ 5/12/2008 10:29:00 am
.Monday, May 5 ♥
What's for today then?
I have been doing well this semester but i think it's still to early to say. for today, i actually skipped one lesson and i think if i let my laziness control me again, i'll never gonna make it through this sem so help me god, if even i have to go to without bathing, by god, i swear i'll go...
today! actually i got things done pretty quickly. but i still need to buck up on lots of things.
oh ya, (off topic) i have this one friend(if i can call her/him that) in deviantart, his/her works are awesome. totally deviantation! you should totally see it too. it way way way Awesome! amazing, once you see it, you'll be so motivated by it that you want to try as great as it! trust me on this. i am currently looking at it, detail by detail stroke by stroke he/she never cease to amaze me! wonderful wonderful! i'm not so excellent as she/he is in art but i like to think that i'm a great critique~ cause i know how to appreciate art and for that, i gave her works 2 thumbs up! (peek down on my feet, one of my toes are up too!)
anyways, back to my original topic! what's for today then? well, let's see... i like to eat sushi and stuff like that. hehe... XP
20, female and young
loves elephants & FOOD!!
3rd yr nyp nursing
WOMAN OF QUALITY (that's for certain)
i'm a girl but not most girls
different & unique but also similar & common
