everything and nothing

.Tuesday, March 31 ♥

i can go on and on....

homemade pizzas!!!

delicious....

i made them myself...

using my own secret recipe...

look nice??? yumms.. makes me hungry all over again...

eh???? where did this come from... hahaha...

♥♥ @ 3/31/2009 09:35:00 am

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foursome... hmm. sounds weird..

this pic is actually a mirror... a reflection of me.. doesn't look like it rite? haha..

introducing the awesome trio, from left, Anne(drummer), Armani(guitarist), & Mira(Vocals&bassist), They are outRageus!!! kekeke.. dream on..

the only thing that stands out is that green watch... double peace!!

okay, i was being stupid her... i was darn bored... *shrugs*

again... her... haiz... i feel lonely... maybe.. NOT!!!

♥♥ @ 3/31/2009 09:21:00 am

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three in a row... ^_*v

i told you she takes most of my time...

holding up tickets to a darn good and rare concert that we've been waiting for...
tickets that i won in a contest... i've never won anything before...

we were damn lucky!!! i was smiling cheeks to cheeks the moment i found out i won!!
i couldn't sleep and i was restless till the day the concert arrived.. even then i was jumping out of my seat and lost my voice.. hahaha... i was so hyped up that day!!

dun forget the lyrics roadshow special guest... For the cycle...
though only one of the member came... i was glad!!

he's like so cute... too bad, he's like way younger than me... boo...

♥♥ @ 3/31/2009 09:13:00 am

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Random....

wacky mas.. my sis...oh how i love her so much...

(left front)syahilla, yana
(left back)munir my brother, aizat
cameragirl: me hehe...
we went to play badminton near my house...

ms tang's birthday... girls' rulez...
i'm in purple by the way.. i sort of stand out.. keke..

lunch at seoul garden.. we stayed at least for 3-4 hrs..
we were a loud and huge grp... there were others of course..
my my we must have pissed off the crew there.. haha... we didn't give a damn though.
we saw fun and take it... peace!! ^_*v

finally... me and my dear mas... well. most of my time is taken up by this brat...
well.. we enjoy each other's company. we love each other too much..
wat will i do without her? haiz....

♥♥ @ 3/31/2009 08:58:00 am

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all at once.....

Bunch of old files i failed to publish sooner...
And they're all bundles of fun i had... drown in joy of my smiles....(hehehe, sounds weird)

i haven't any clue why i didn't publish all these... Time, maybe?? hmm....

lots of love from family...

and adorably dear friends on...

days that brightens anyone on earth. well, ^this one was on the last day of one of my attachment.... and she is one of my new friends. Making new friends is darn fun. i hope i'll live knowing most people on earth... as if that's possible.. hehe...

♥♥ @ 3/31/2009 08:35:00 am

.Sunday, March 29 ♥

sometimes... sometimes...

sometimes... i get so angry at some people for reasons only i can understand.
and the people i directed my anger to doesn't seem to care...
well, maybe because they think i'm not being angry... or they just thought
that my grumpy face portrays a different feeling... like i'm hungry or something.
or is it because my actions, for example slamming the door on their face, is obviously
not clear enough to get through their darn hard head which happens to be darn empty
as well....it seems to people that i don't get angry... what, are they stupid? what do they think
i am supposed to be?? some robot??? alien??? wait, i think even alien got feelings...
oh, maybe they think i'm such a fragile and gentle creature that obviously cannot
bear feelings so negatively appallingly... especially when it's directed at them...
oh what saint i turn out to be in their minds. BULLSHIT!!!!!
gosh... am i such a tepid person?? oh boy how i would love to surprise everyone by saying...
"hello, my name is Amirah. and somehow you people just assumed that i'm nice. well, now
don't be so shocked when i tell you this: you all are so bloody wrong in your freaking
judgement of my 'sweet' character!!!" somehow... these words doesn't seem to cut it.
i'll think to think up of more... how should i say this.... 'shocking', 'electrifying', 'brazen', 'not-so-amirah-like' words???? but i wonder.. would that really get through those damningly thick empty poppycock brains?? sigh....... if only i had even the least bit guts to do as i say..
maybe that's why no one seem to believe me when i get angry... because i haven't the guts
to stand up for myself...i suppose that's why i faulted.

♥♥ @ 3/29/2009 03:51:00 am

.Wednesday, March 25 ♥

true feelings

i was just watching an anime that i like so much
i've been watching this anime for quite a long time.
i think since i was in secondary school. And i love it.
tonight i watched on of my favourite episode of the anime.
it was about getting fired up about something.
It's about how strong your passion is and getting lost in it.
and then i wonder, have i ever acted the same way about
something? have i ever taken something very seriously,
that i would lost my head but still enjoy it to the fullest??
i dun think i ever have and i must admit, will i ever?
Some would say that i'm still young and have a long way to
go but, is a lifetime enough to enjoy it to the fullest??
is this why there are talks of immortality?
is that why people hunger for power?
is it why people greed for more??? hmm......
sometimes, maybe i should be happy that i'm not so
"complicated" in that way... maybe i should be grateful that i'm
pretty happy not getting so passionate about something
that would make people go astray. maybe... maybe...
but is it enough?? does it not feel empty??
is there more? or is it...
sigh... something i dun noe wat to think. maybe i should
stop thinking... that'll be easy! and i'll be happier!!

♥♥ @ 3/25/2009 02:55:00 am